I hate writing about my problems in life…I wish I had something joyous and happy to write. I need something happy in my life…somewhere. I need to figure out what will make me happy. I feel like a change is needed desperately but I don’t know what that change is. I have always been the happy go lucky one and I think I am just tired of lifting everyone else up. I need to be lifted. Please pray for me….I need encouragement!